Richard Silk
2023-04-15 21:01:37 UTC
The dreamer was in a kind of motion, as if passing by an event, with the sense that it was going to be Gina's wedding to her second husband (who would then be simply a fiancé in this scenario) and the dreamer feels as if (he, the dreamer) were simply "passing through" when he somehow became a "perspective" within the proceedings.
At this point, I need to put *some of* this into "1st person" because that'll be the easiest way to describe it:
I felt as if I was "within" the "venue" *feeling like* an uninvited (or possibly unwelcome, yet somehow tolerated) guest, yet the formalities of the festivities (the "social graces," if you will) were such that no one was coming to "put me out" / "show me the door" as it were, nor even "call security."
There was a distinct view of Gina's mother, Evelyn (who was clearly recognizable) along with *possibly* Evelyn's third husband (she appeared to be there with a mate) in the manner that Evelyn was seated near the left end of a (long) banqueting table, running left-to-right, with her back towards the dreamer's perspective, although she was looking directly to the right, so the dreamer saw her clearly in profile (as if the dreamer's perspective was that of the apex of an inverted triangle, wherein the table length forms the base, and the dreamer is about 15' or so feet back from the center point.) Her current husband was likely the guy seated to her left, although that bit was less than memorable (he *could* have been to her right, he simply was less than memorable.)
There was a view of Gina, seated near the right end of the table, as if she were aware of the dreamer's (my) presence (and looking at me!) yet appeared to be maintaining her relative perspective within the group of people at the table. She *might* have been on the far side of the table, whereas the mother was on the near side. (There was the sense that "RP" was there as well, but again, his back was likely toward the dreamer's perspective, and he too was indistinct, however, he was slightly more notable than Evelyn's husband.)
The view of that guy (not terribly impressive, noteworthy nor memorable) registered in the dreamer's mind as the groom (a guy who in real life, Gina's second husband, may be referenced as "R. Pascoal") although she (Gina) was looking at the dreamer.
About that time, the dreamer ("I") was considering going to speak with her, when a type of presence / entity / guy spoke to the dreamer ("me") in a manner that was sufficient to distract the dreamer momentarily, and it was as if the banquet scene moved off to the right as the person with the dreamer headed towards the left, and whatever it was that was being discussed (that was apparently less than memorable) fell away from any level of concern, so that the dreamer ("I") was again focused on going to speak with Gina.
The only problem was that it was less than evident as to where that banquet scene had gone. In other words, the dreamer (at that point) was unable to find her, which felt disturbing, and I awoke at that point. (Clarity 8-ish.)
At this point, I need to put *some of* this into "1st person" because that'll be the easiest way to describe it:
I felt as if I was "within" the "venue" *feeling like* an uninvited (or possibly unwelcome, yet somehow tolerated) guest, yet the formalities of the festivities (the "social graces," if you will) were such that no one was coming to "put me out" / "show me the door" as it were, nor even "call security."
There was a distinct view of Gina's mother, Evelyn (who was clearly recognizable) along with *possibly* Evelyn's third husband (she appeared to be there with a mate) in the manner that Evelyn was seated near the left end of a (long) banqueting table, running left-to-right, with her back towards the dreamer's perspective, although she was looking directly to the right, so the dreamer saw her clearly in profile (as if the dreamer's perspective was that of the apex of an inverted triangle, wherein the table length forms the base, and the dreamer is about 15' or so feet back from the center point.) Her current husband was likely the guy seated to her left, although that bit was less than memorable (he *could* have been to her right, he simply was less than memorable.)
There was a view of Gina, seated near the right end of the table, as if she were aware of the dreamer's (my) presence (and looking at me!) yet appeared to be maintaining her relative perspective within the group of people at the table. She *might* have been on the far side of the table, whereas the mother was on the near side. (There was the sense that "RP" was there as well, but again, his back was likely toward the dreamer's perspective, and he too was indistinct, however, he was slightly more notable than Evelyn's husband.)
The view of that guy (not terribly impressive, noteworthy nor memorable) registered in the dreamer's mind as the groom (a guy who in real life, Gina's second husband, may be referenced as "R. Pascoal") although she (Gina) was looking at the dreamer.
About that time, the dreamer ("I") was considering going to speak with her, when a type of presence / entity / guy spoke to the dreamer ("me") in a manner that was sufficient to distract the dreamer momentarily, and it was as if the banquet scene moved off to the right as the person with the dreamer headed towards the left, and whatever it was that was being discussed (that was apparently less than memorable) fell away from any level of concern, so that the dreamer ("I") was again focused on going to speak with Gina.
The only problem was that it was less than evident as to where that banquet scene had gone. In other words, the dreamer (at that point) was unable to find her, which felt disturbing, and I awoke at that point. (Clarity 8-ish.)